Jeno Liu~

Ah my love for cpop just continues to grow and grow especially when i recently started to listen to the amazing Jeno Liu (Jeno Liu Liyang) *-* from Beijing, China. Her music is amazing and her style ah ultimate girl crush.

lets admire her looks for a few seconds..

 

 

 

.....isn't she just flawless ;A;

but now lets not just go by looks. Lets listen to her amazing voice and songs.

劉力揚 - 旅途 (官方版MV) 

劉力揚 - 眼淚笑了 (官方版MV)

like her on facebook https://www.facebook.com/jenowaili

her blog: http://blog.sina.com.cn/liuliyang (sigh wish i knew chinese ~_~) 

FOREVER 21 HAUL

This will probably be my LAST shopping haul :( because i'm saving up to get a car *-* it's like CAR> shopping seriously. So heres my haul i only spent about 120$ /*0*/.

Pretty earrings and a long black/gold chain *u*



This jackt has to be my fave ugh love it so much



Simple Cami's are the best



sheer shirt with gold buttons MUST HAVE

ugh i saw A LOT of stuff i wanted at FOREVER21 but i had to control myself. I currently have an obsession for anything gold, black, and anything sparkly. 

CPOP~

These videos came out in August 2012 but i'm listening to them now haha. I haven't been keeping up with my cpop blogs -__-; but check out these videos..

Angela - That Girl

Jolin Tsai - The Great Artist (fast forward to 1min hate long intros -_-)

Will Pan~

MIC aka Made In China [lol] finally a new cd~ check out this post to preview some songs and download the latest CD here at my fave site ihonhon.

all the sudden i got super lazy LMAO go to my fave fave FAAVE cpop/cmovie/cdrama/cnews everything chinese basically :3 ---> http://aiyatheydidnt.livejournal.com

New York Dreams~

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how amazing would it be if i can move to NY? i mean that's all i've always talked about living in New York being near the city. Idk many people that live in NY say meh it's not a big deal i know i know once you live somewhere for a loooong time it gets boring i bet. I just hate Maryland there is nothing here. Sometimes i feel like i live in the middle of nowhere even though DC and Baltimore are just about 30-40 mins away. But idk i been to NY several times and it doesn't get old for me. I wouldn't just sit at doing nothing all day if i live in NY i'd probably go site see, go to the museums, central park, bridges, look for amazing view spots, and just explore everywhere eat amazing food ugh idk it sounds like a great dream.

BUT dreams are hard to make reality. I wouldn't mind living with my friend Melissa :3 i think she's great and probably the only person i trust in NY right now. We could share an apartment split the bills costs. I don't mind. I want to move away also because i just can't stand the pressure at home. The constant arguing and fighting from my parents. Sometimes it drives me insane to the point where i just want to cry and just walk out take a 3 hr walk ( i still don't have my bike =_= i wouldn't mind escaping on it for a couple hours). I need to think realistically though the costs, finding a job, and schools most importantly. I'm trying really hard to get good grades so i can transfer to a school in NY and get scholarships :3. It would be hard adjusting to a new place getting to know the area balancing work and school. NO MORE mommy and daddy just everything on me. gosh it sounds so overwhelming O_O but i am going to turn 25 soon and i think it's time i left the nest >.> lol.

New York Dreams

Sometimes i wonder...would i truly be happy if i moved to New York? OR is it simply just because of guys. Will i feel happy walking down the street filled with tall buildings. i will most likely be alone. i have always been alone and it isn't foreign to me anymore. i do a lot of things alone go to work, shop, eat, watch movies just about everything. why will chaning my atmosphere change that for me. sure i know several people in new york now. great people some of them. or very few of them. Will moving to a huge city make me happy being surronded by so many people? will it will it. i wonder if it will. i always dreamed of moving to New York. I dreamed about being in New York with you. holding hands walking down the street at 2am it was dark. all i remember was your smile your laugh the way you held me close. i remembering being so happy in my dream. it was true happiness that i never felt. than i woke up. shock wave of intense pain ran through me. it was all a dream. a dream that won't ever come true. how i wish for once my dream can come true. i don't care for money clothes jewelry flowers i don't care about that i just want to be happy. i want to feel loved. maybe new york. maybe you are my happiness.

Rain.

It's raining outside.
I like the sound of the cars passing by and that swish swish sound you hear.
the sound of the rain hitting the window.
it's soothing in a way.
i have this thing for umbrellas. in love with them obsessed actually.
i had this dream once of you holding an umbrella and walking towards me.
it was pouring outside and you held that umbrella over me
you held me closed and told me let's go home.
that feeling of someone protecting me being there for me.
that's how my obsession started i guess.
when i think of umbrellas i think of protection.