New York Dreams~

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how amazing would it be if i can move to NY? i mean that's all i've always talked about living in New York being near the city. Idk many people that live in NY say meh it's not a big deal i know i know once you live somewhere for a loooong time it gets boring i bet. I just hate Maryland there is nothing here. Sometimes i feel like i live in the middle of nowhere even though DC and Baltimore are just about 30-40 mins away. But idk i been to NY several times and it doesn't get old for me. I wouldn't just sit at doing nothing all day if i live in NY i'd probably go site see, go to the museums, central park, bridges, look for amazing view spots, and just explore everywhere eat amazing food ugh idk it sounds like a great dream.

BUT dreams are hard to make reality. I wouldn't mind living with my friend Melissa :3 i think she's great and probably the only person i trust in NY right now. We could share an apartment split the bills costs. I don't mind. I want to move away also because i just can't stand the pressure at home. The constant arguing and fighting from my parents. Sometimes it drives me insane to the point where i just want to cry and just walk out take a 3 hr walk ( i still don't have my bike =_= i wouldn't mind escaping on it for a couple hours). I need to think realistically though the costs, finding a job, and schools most importantly. I'm trying really hard to get good grades so i can transfer to a school in NY and get scholarships :3. It would be hard adjusting to a new place getting to know the area balancing work and school. NO MORE mommy and daddy just everything on me. gosh it sounds so overwhelming O_O but i am going to turn 25 soon and i think it's time i left the nest >.> lol.